cold and lonely

Happy days are over. Cold, lonely days&nights are back again. Hubs airplane just left which will bring him to Amsterdam with a quick stop at Kuala Lumpur. Waaah! I miss him already. Now we have to battle months before seeing each other again.



(this is very obviously not a painting of me, although i wish i were this sexy)

before the month ends

It's August already! And (gasp!) before the month ends my hubs will be with me again! Four months of being apart is a long time.
We are both counting the days till we can be in each others arms again. Plus we are going to be away for a few days for some R&R!

andito na sya!

Hubs is here! At last after working for 4 months magkasama na kami uli! Yun nga lang saglit lang. But I won't let his going back to work dampen my happy mood. Sa ngayon ang saya saya ko!

anticipating

A few days from now and hubs will arrive na! I'm so excited! He doesn't have his flight details yet but we are both giddy with anticipation already! Oh sweet days ahead!

ilang tulog na lang

Ilang tulog na lang! At uuwi na ang asawa ko! Excited na ako! And he is too! As early as a month before his flight and all his baggage is packed already. O di ba naman, major excited!
So now, we're counting the days till he is here again and we're together ulit!
Happy days ahead!

baby boom

It seems that everywhere I turn someone's getting pregnant. Well, that is except for me... First a co-worker who got married after we did, next another co-worker, then my bestfriend, followed by a girl who's trying so hard to be a part of our family, and now another a colleague. I am getting frustrated but I know that I can't do anything about it since hubs and I aren't together. He is in Europe while I'm here in 'Pinas. I really hope we can be together soon so we can try getting preggers too!

missing him

We talk at least once a day. Sometimes twice. Or even more. We email each other daily. But now 2 days has passed with not a single phone call or an email...

I was warned beforehand that this may happen when they are moored to the platform. But still, I miss him terribly.

I want to talk to him. I want to read his thoughts. I hope that our communication gets better soon. Although as he previously said they are supposed to work on the platform for 6 weeks. How can I survive this long without hearing anything from him?

I miss my husband so much!

on anniversaries

Monthsary actually (as if a word like that really exists)...
Today is our 9th month as husband and wife!
No going out on a date will happen tonight. Well, obviously hubs is in another continent, so no chance on a date tonight! But what I am really wishing and hoping for is that he be here with me on our first year anniversary. And looks like it will come true. Although just barely. For hubs will be arriving in time for my birthday but is scheduled to return to ship either on the 2nd or 3rd of December. Oh please just not on the 2nd!!! I really want for us to be together on December 2.

reading my posts

When hubs and I were talking and I was starting to get pissed and all I can say is ok hubs immediately said: "oh no! I know this! I've read about it in your blog about woman's language. That's number 6! Now I really know something's wrong." And he went on and on.. I could only smile at my end of the phone. Hubs reads my blog. Hubs know what I think, what I feel, what I see. Hubs knows what I'm going through because he reads my blog. Awww..sweet!
And the argument? Forgotten!

afterwards

Been married for a 7 months already. With only 3 of those months spent together. Hubs works abroad while I work here. So here we are, newly married and yet miles apart.
How hard is it keeping a long distance relationship? Very!
But inspite of the distance, we are happy to be married!